Today was my Husband's B'Day. A celebration at home , great Indian dinner. But something was missing , i wanted to feel happy amid all but i was sad. I was actually missing my daughter who is away for higher studies. We converse everyday on phone but i was missing my darling's presence. She is a sweetheart ,I know she is also missing all celebrations here.
I remembered the day when i first got the news of my pregnancy. I was happy , a new experience , i wondered how it was to become a mother . It wasn't easy though , bouts of anxiety, followed by morning sickness and above all managing the sick mentality of near ones who wanted me to bear a boy .
Finally the day came when i was blessed with this beautiful gift ,My Daughter . She was a blessing ,she seemed so divine. I had never thought a new born would give me such a divine feeling ,a perfect connect with Almighty.
Of course the dreams of my in laws was shattered who were expecting a Boy, But i was happy .
Years passed she has grown up into a confident girl , one who is sensitive like me , strong fighter at times .
She is emotional and had her shares of heart breaks too.
Today i wonder how strong this mother daughter bond has become.But this bond is not a one day effort , i feel we all have to work hard for any relation to work especially when it comes to our own children.
I dont say i am a perfect mother but yes i have worked hard and i am still doing so.
I miss her as a friend , a companion , one whom I can talk about anything .
We generally speak about her crushes and i share her mine when i was of her age.
We connect but sometimes when i become her mother when she shy away and let her secrets veiled.
I wonder how a small wonder who is my part has become one who controls my emotions , who make me happy and sad at same time.
Thank you God for giving me a Daughter , a wonderful gift for life.
Love u my sweety. I miss you lots
I remembered the day when i first got the news of my pregnancy. I was happy , a new experience , i wondered how it was to become a mother . It wasn't easy though , bouts of anxiety, followed by morning sickness and above all managing the sick mentality of near ones who wanted me to bear a boy .
Finally the day came when i was blessed with this beautiful gift ,My Daughter . She was a blessing ,she seemed so divine. I had never thought a new born would give me such a divine feeling ,a perfect connect with Almighty.
Of course the dreams of my in laws was shattered who were expecting a Boy, But i was happy .
Years passed she has grown up into a confident girl , one who is sensitive like me , strong fighter at times .
She is emotional and had her shares of heart breaks too.
Today i wonder how strong this mother daughter bond has become.But this bond is not a one day effort , i feel we all have to work hard for any relation to work especially when it comes to our own children.
I dont say i am a perfect mother but yes i have worked hard and i am still doing so.
I miss her as a friend , a companion , one whom I can talk about anything .
We generally speak about her crushes and i share her mine when i was of her age.
We connect but sometimes when i become her mother when she shy away and let her secrets veiled.
I wonder how a small wonder who is my part has become one who controls my emotions , who make me happy and sad at same time.
Thank you God for giving me a Daughter , a wonderful gift for life.
Love u my sweety. I miss you lots
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